I'm giving up
I'm giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last shot that you mentioned
It's my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
That might be the death of me
And even though theirs no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because

Oh gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
Oh gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape

I've given up
I'm doin this alone now
Cause I failed
And I'm ready to re-show now
You told me the way and now I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit
deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair


Cause I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
that might be the death of me
And even though theirs no way of knowing


Where to go
I promise I'm going because

Oh gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid this place I see
Is something I can't shake (yeah)
Oh gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage
To my own humanity
Self detained
And forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do
What you can with me
But I can't ask you to give
What you already gave

Cause I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
that might be the death of me
And even though theirs no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because

Oh gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
Oh gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape

I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was tryin' to do was save my own skin
But so were you
So... were.. you